A perfect moment

I turned 34 today. It was pretty awesome all round, though the dread and depression has been building for weeks, as it does.

Got my hair done, had awesome cupcakes, went on crafty adventures around town, had a fuss made over me, and got a few perfect presents from wonderful friends who helped me (without even knowing) through the birthday blues. 

And to end the day a perfect moment...

Sometimes Americo, when he's really tired, falls asleep when we're on Skype. And it's perfect. I can hear him breathe and it's like he's here with me, even though there's such a huge distance between us. 

This is the first birthday I've been without him in three years. It's been tough, but that perfect moment of hearing him sleep, it made it better. 

I love you smoosh, this year I get to have you here for your birthday, and that's going to be just about the most perfect birthday present you can give me.